Miscarriage.

Last week, I had a miscarriage. I have been blogging about the experience but not publishing it until now. The events of the past 2 weeks now feel like a life time ago. To be honest, I was sad for a few days only, but I've long come to accept that it was not meant to be. There are moments when we talk about the plans we had started to make because we were expecting #2, but now have to be put on hold, that the sadness comes back just a little. The other day, we talked about giving my SUV a good cleaning to sell so we could buy a minivan...but wait, we don't need to do that now.

For any of my friends who read this and might ever go through such an experience (hopefully not), I would be more than happy to talk about it with you. I knew I did wish that I had someone who had gone through a similar experience, who had to make a difficult decision, to talk to at the time.

The following are entries I had written, from when I first found out I was expecting to today.

I couldn't get it to publish in reverse order, so you'll have to start reading from the May 11, 2011 entry.